Hi, God. Are you really up there? Looking down? Do you send signals? That guides us and teaches us things we ought to know? Why do you give us emotions? Are trying to test our resilience? Or do you only want us to know what it's like to experience utter happiness? Will you truly show me the way if I got lost? Or will you give me an opportunity to find my own way out?

God. Hello.

I think the fatigue's screwing me up a tad. I cannot continue leading my life like that. These are my days. Up at 8.30am. Work till 7pm(thereabouts). Go out till midnight or sometimes later. Rest for an hour or 2. Sleep. And the cycle repeats.

Oh yes, finally done with school. Working now. Nope, I didn't give myself a break. Not that I don't feel that I don't deserve a full-on holiday just bumming around accumulating fat, but I thought why not put my time to good use and start gaining experience working in the industry. Of cos earning my own hard cold $$ at the same time. So there we have it. I got me a nifty role as an Account Executive, in a fairly homely environment, and a boss with a sense of humour.

I'm awfully tired right now. My contact lenses are fogging up in my eye. And my head feels like it's floating around in mid-air.

Oh, but wait. Can I just say this. Mr Weather Man, you were extremely unkind on Sunday. Sunday afternoon was just the worst time to start throwing rain tempers. And well, I guess I gotta give a little dis-credit to being at the wrong place too. Walking around a golf course certainly wasn't the best place to be in that kind of rain. I was soaked. In out up down. My feet were swimming in my shoes. But ok, it was something it remember.

Ok. Tired. Mayb will start posting up pictures next time. Eileen's birthday. Happy hours with the same bunch. Phuket tripppp!